Winding down?
As the school year is winding down, I am caught in reflection on this quarter. Overall, there have been no complaints.
My professors have been fair, except for that Vance guy! I tell you what. If you want to learn Calculus, take Vance. He is a challenging professor, but he’s good. I learned a few things I could never do with Calculus. He has an engaging way of teaching the subject matter. I’m still mad about the one exam question worth almost 50 points out of 200. I’m not quite sure it was fair as we never had anything close to the problem in our homework. But, these kinds of questions help us reflect on what we need to learn. I will never miss a problem like that again because I missed it on his exam.
Sociology is awesome. I love the class because I get free rain to argue! The labs and papers in the class are surprisingly essay. I’m pulling near perfects on all of them with investing minimal time on the assignments. If I would have applied myself more, I would have gotten a higher grade, but I’m confident I’ll get an A if I do well on the last writing assignment (95% or so). It won’t be that hard, I just need to make sure I post a good argument, and support my opinions with facts. Adding the sociological perspectives to the paper should be easy when the data is compiled.
English is going great! I love writing now that I’ve taken this course. In high school, we were always driven to write in a specific way. For instance, my first research paper entailed writing a one-sided, biased paper. I hate this type of writing. I love to counter argue. Some would say it’s because I’m trying to be difficult, but I disagree (irony?). I feel it is necessary to counter argue a point. If everyone in the world agreed, we might not see the other side of a flower. Do you know what I mean? Let me elaborate. If everyone said we should do away with cars because they cause harmful gases to be emitted into the atmosphere and we banned cars, what about the counter argument that cars will save time, money, and make the standards of living better. So cars are harmful to the environment, let’s work on making a clean resource for energy. Let’s also work on cleaning the environment. We can’t innovate without having a problem. I know this is a bad example, but I can’t think of a better one.
I guess what I’m trying to say, is I have always been told in high school how dumb I was. It wasn’t until college that I began figuring out how intelligent I was. Don’t get me wrong, there are some great teachers at the high school. Matt Birt is probably one of my favorite. He taught us life lessons through English writing. Thinking outside the box is not a bad thing. If someone tells you something, question it. I’m just saying, don’t under estimate yourself. You’re a smart person when you put your mind to it. Application is the key to understanding anything.
I love psychology. This class is probably my favorite from this quarter. I am still wanting to minor in Psychology, in either human factors or neuroscience with a focus in physiology of humans (What a long title). This is going to be a good bridge into biological Engineering at MIT (I wish!). MIT is probably out of my reach, but I should still be able to get into a good biological engineering school so long as I maintain a 3.7 or so. Who knows, if I have a great senior design project, I might just be able to get into MIT. That’s a nice $37k a year. I’m not sure if I can quite afford that. Time will tell. I have some time before I have to decide.
Work life is where I’m lacking right now. I try to be an optimistic person, but I can’t help but being negative there anymore. I go into work pumped, ready to tackle anything. Before I leave, I am ready to throw in the towel on IMS all together. We have a great system, we have some great people, and some that are not so great. I think every shift has their lazy people and their greats. I’m at the point where I don’t want to go in anymore. We have a routine that makes our system work, but we have people (management) that goes against that routine every day. I’m not sure what their mindset is, but it’s causing a lot of needless stress to certain people who genuinely care about their job. I feel bad leaving one task, but there are times when you have no choice. Coming into a mess every morning, and wasting 5 hours of my day on nonsense doesn’t help either. I was thinking about quiting in January and concentrating on school, but the extra money is nice. I can go to BW3 every MWF, without fail. I can also afford nicer things. I could always try to get a job at school, but that’s no guarantee that the job will be better. I think I would love to work for CATS, but I’m not too sure how to apply, or what the requirements are. I’m going to go in and talk to the financial aid department tomorrow to see what I can get arranged. I might go ahead and e-mail them tomorrow as well. I don’t have time to do these things all the time. I have have work I need to get done on a daily basis. I just hope these two weeks goes fast.
I can say I’m proud to be your friend James. You are a very cool person. I’m glad you’re going back to school and you decided to go into Engineering. You’re a wonderful and smart person. You will go far in life. I hope you spoil that little girl of your rotten! I can’t wait until you join me at Wright State. We are going to have a blast. I might try to take an extended internship, so I’ll be a year behind to make this minor go a little easier. As is now, I’ll be at 18-20 hours till graduation, with two quarters going to 21 or 22 hours. That’s going to be a lot for any person. I think you were talking about doing that as well. It was a great idea. You’re a smart man! This is why you need to be an engineer!
I think a 1000 word essay is enough for today. I’ll leave you with a random question I posed the other day. If love is blind, why is there lingerie? My reasoning will come in the next exciting edition of, The Rob Factor! (I’m so lame!)